03 Mei, 2010

deleted

removed every little things about you HANDSOME. so sorry

wrong step, those one is the biggest mistake

if you already read my story about those handsome one, now i tell you that he's the biggest mistake that i've choosed in my life. first like this, when you would like to buy a fruit, you might choosed the best one right ? the fresh one. but you only saw it from the outside, besides you taste it first before you buy. my fault is, i bought this one, without taste it before. it looks good from the outside, and i took it. but then, it was rotten in the inside. then i realize, i picked the wrong one. and i regret it. but this is life, and the show must go on.

27 Maret, 2010

straight / unstraight

still can't sleep, 3:17 am

setelah sekian lama gue vakum dari dumay terlebih lagi blogging, gue coba untuk ngeBLOG lagi ditengah insomnia gue.

hey ppl ! especially young generation, lyk me :P
sekarang dunia perbelokan lagi ngetrend. ngerti nggak ya kira-kira ?
coba gue bahas dari basicnya dulu deh. first, the opposite of straight is unstraight, in indonesia it called koleb (belok dibalik). dari sisi cewek;perempuan;wanita (l*sbian) ada 3 gender; femme (f), andro (a), and butchy (b). dari sisi cowok;laki-laki;pria (g*y) cuma ada 2 gender; top & bottom. menurut lo, what's the reason that can make someone become unstraight ? is it right of being unstraight ?

gue baru akan menginjak 18th tapi nggak usah diragukan pengalaman gue dalam bergaul (ceileh, skip). ayoo menurut kalian kenapa ? is there any specific reason ? or they just want to be famous ? or maybe they're just trying something that they never knew and they got trapped into it ? how about bisexual ? could they being straight and normal again ?

1. being unstraight is NOT wrong. it's their choice. right or wrong, we cannot judge them. it's just between its person and God.
so, jangan kucilkan mereka yang unstraight. mereka sama kayak lo semua yang STRAIGHT/NORMAL. they're unstraight didn't mean that they're abnormal, right ? except, seseorang itu bawa pengaruh buruk buat lo. as long as they keep they own world with you guys which is in this case you guys = STRAIGHT.

2. why ? banyak alasan kenapa seseorang memilih untuk melawan kodratnya. bisa jadi karna faktor keluarga, pengen coba-coba, jenuh sama lawan jenis, terlalu sering disakitin/dikecewain/else, atau kemungkinan terburuknya DIBELOKIN.

3. how about bisex ? menurut lo ? kenapa ? kok bisa ? kadang diluar akal juga sih. gue sebagai cewek (dan kalian cewek-cewek yang straight) mungkin berfikir "ngapain sih suka sesama cewek ? toket udah punya masing-masing. masa mau sama-sama gali lobang ? udah ada laki malah demen ama cewek" ya kan ? pernah kan kalian berfikir seperti itu girls ? let me tell you a story. gue, pernah ngalamin yang namanya suka sama cewek. menurut gue, ada taste yang beda saat seorang cewek memberi perhatian yang lebih ke elo. it make a different sense. totally different. dan gak gue pungkirin juga, gue masih doyan cowok men. yaaa, according to me sih, alasannya karna taste yang berbeda itu aja gue bisa naksir sama cewek but hey, i'm STRAIGHT ya :D

4. straight AGAIN. pasti bisa deh, asal ada niat, dan dorongan yang kuat aja dari orang-orang di sekitarnya.
dan gue punya satu cerita. there's a girl, i can't say her name because it's too personal, dia cantik, dan pastinya banyak cowok yang mau lah ya jadi pacarnya. but she's unstraight dan dia nggak ragu lagi akan hal itu. dia juga nggak nutupin itu dari publik. including her mother. but idk any little thing about her father ya nggak pernah nanya juga sih. she told her mother, "mom, i wanna be a carrier woman. i don't want to get married" and also she told her mother that she prefer to be in love with a girl too than with a guy. and her mother accept her decision. mungkin yang kayak gini yang agak susah jadi straight. ya thinkin by your self deh kenapanya.

but once again. nggak salah untuk menjadi unstraight. bukan berarti gue menganjurkan. tapi, hidup lo bukan orang lain yang ngatur. kalo emang ada orang di sekitar lo yang unstraight, jangan pernah benci sama mereka atau mengucilkan dunia mereka. jangan berfikir miring soal mereka. sama aja kayak kita yang straight. ada yang klepto, ada yang suka mabok, ada yang junkies, bedanya cuma mereka suka sesama jenis aja. ya kan ? nggak ada yang suci dari dosa. nggak usah ngurusin atau mikirin dosa orang lain. biarkan aja mereka dengan hidupnya. selama lo nggak mengusik mereka, lo juga nggak akan diusik. eh, hati-hati ya, rasa ingin tahu bisa menjerumuskan. once you get trapped into it, it'll be hard to get out.

say peace for a better world :)